EH WAH EH WAH EH WAH!

hello!! back from camp ytd! to start of the camp was fun yet horrible. fun was cause of all my awesome friends who made it so fun and horrible was cause of the food and insects!

DAY 1
day 1 was super duper hot and tiring. reached the campsite at about 2 plus. settled down, ate lunch and pitched our tents. pitching of tent was not tiring but cause of the scorching sun, i almost died. but pitched 2 tents and went back to the MPH( multi purpose hall ) to rest. After pitching the tent, we walked to the kampong to visit. about 10 mins away. it was so hot and tiring there. visited and thought there would be a fan, but no. oh gosh. after that we headed to the padifield to look at how they harvest and all. we were suppose to try but we went back to the campsite as there was lightning. reached the campsite and it rained!! we were so happy as it was so cooling! sat around, did cheers and all then it was dinner! dinner wasn't really good but i was hungry so yup. as the sky gets darker, more flies were in the MPH. flying around disturbing us, it was really gross. when we were about to sleep, the instructors told us that we can't sleep in the tent as it is wet and all ruined so we had to sleep in the MPH. couldn't really sleep as it was super duper cold. and kinda gross with all the flies.

DAY 2
woke up at 5 plus and sat up cause other people woke up and started talking which disturbed me so i woke up and cause it was cold too. sat down and froze there, didn't dare to move till around 6 plus. got ready and ate breakfast, we headed out to Mt. Lambak! climbed the mountain to the top and down. super tiring!! but was worth though. had fun while climbing, saw a gigantic centipede/millipede which freaked me out but oh well. hahah. headed back to campsite for water activities, which i can say it was awesome!! first we did bamboo rafting. stood on it and paddled then back. moved on to water obstacles next. walked on logs which were pretty challenging but made it through. then at the monkey bars i dropped as my hands were painful. walked in the muddy water to the next obstacles and made them through. almost fell at one log as Gadafi shaked it and i was trying to balance like a chicken. haha which kinda made me embarrassed but whatever. went to bath and everybody was like hogging the toilet like as if their house. bathed so long like they were having a party inside. so bathed and dinner!! after dinner, we had campfire! campfire was really really awesome though there were lots of insects like crickets. had performances by all classes then at the last part, we had mini-clubbing session! super fun. throughout the whole of the 2 days, we eh wah-ed everyday! ate supper and that night, we slept in the tent. it was so hot and suffocating, but when it was midnight, temp dropped and it was freezing.

DAY 3
slept throughout the entire night, which is good! and woke up around 6 plus. girls who slept in the other tent, was so annoying. wait, i needa add a word here. they were fucking annoying. kept screaming and stuff till i woke up. so frustrated zzz. went to get ready and for breakfast! didn't really eat, only an egg cause breakfast was really not appetizing. after that, we kept our tents, did area-cleaning. & we headed to Legoland!! 2 hours away from our campsite so took a nap in the bus. reached legoland, so excited. but before that, we went for lunch first at Manhattan Fish Market. LIKE FINALLY A PROPER MEAL. ate pasta there with my baby girls! then headed in. played the rides with Isaac, Sean, Shahrin, Anthony, Teresa, Kaiting & Arina. wasn't amazed by the rides as they looked small and not thrilling but it was fun!! wanted to take the water ride but it was closed when we walked there as the ride had problems. was super sad. but we took the dragon one alot of times and i bought a photo there. looked very epic but oh well. last ride, our roller coaster broke down and it was delayed haha. went out and took lots of pictures! then headed to Singapore! passed checkpoint and back in Singapore. went to sch and cabbed home tgt with Isaac. went home and i was super tired.

so, to sum up, camp was fun!! oh, and there were lots of stars and saw shooting star on the 2nd night. how awesome! hehe. EH-WAH FOR ALL THE 3 DAYS AND I HAD LOTS OF FUN. no more voice as i shouted so many times hahah.
that's all. ~ 
bye. 

took the dragon ride with isaac sim hehe. super fun!! and monkey (: 

this pain should stop alr.

-waves- 

so everything ended... like so soon... i didn't expected it but oh well. i think it's kinda the best choice though it kinda hurt. but this pain might just be a short while not for long. not feeling very good though. mye results are like shit and then this thing happened. this worst thing of all is i can't escape from reality. telling myself that i'm in a dream everything is gonna end real soon isn't helping at all cause that isn't the fact at all. sigh. i do find myself really weird. idw it to back in my life i rather cry over it over a couple of days. i guess things will be alright after that so yeap! byee.  

 

i rather remain unknown.

hello x updating my blog cause it seems so long alr. hahaha. so went to celebrate cousin's birthday with her ytd at wild wild wet and i'm super tanned now. haha! oh well, its funn! gave sch a miss today, too tired and Monday bluesssss ): so yup. conversation came back again last night and then kinda gone. idk. it feels like i just started knowing you but actually not. kinda awkward talking about this but yeah. idk if i should be sad or happy. always telling myself not to trust people too easily, but you see. sigh. i guess i should just let God decide la. let him decide my fate cuz i don't trust myself either. as what Terence told me to pray about it so yup. i only told Terence about this though and plus i rather remain quiet about this. kinda awkward leh. i guess i should not care anymore, the more i do the more i get hurt. so that's about it. xx bye!

free.

helloooo! so exams sort of ended. cause it's just listening compre tmr, like who cares! it was science today and i screwed my physics paper up :o hahaha! cuz i haven't been studying physics so yeah. gonna have breakiee with the sexiest people alive, i meant, my clique tmr morn at mac! hahaha then go to sch cause we only report at 8.45 tmr yay! then i guess an hour or so, can go back home alr. good! oh, then after that i can get back my dear phone which is kept by my chinese teacher for a month alr omg. dk if there will be battery or not but wtv! can get back i happy alr. so yeah, this is just a short update anyw cuz haven't been updating? yeapp! hahah! byee.

pardon my face hahahaha. 

exams.

hii! took my maths paper 1 and geography today and i'm alr half-dead. maths paper was like all sec 2 work lor sighhh and geography paper was tested on things that i never studied for. wah, playing tricks on me or what. super shag luh. paper ended at 11 plusss then went back home! haha heard him ranted on the phone like a retard & listening to him complaining to his mom about it hahah! retarded ttm lor! but oh well. :b ah, i wanna go gardens by the bay :b heheh. so i left 3 more papers!! i need to survive then can get back my phone from teacher alr! yay! school's out on friday which is good hehe and i feel like swimming cause the weather is so hot la! had a nice sleep during exam today haha. feel like walking over to bukit merah to get gongcha though, craving for some! so yeapp, and that's all i guess :') shall blog more another time. bye.

everything is fake. lies.

hii! so sick and tired of everything alr luh. just simply wanna give up. everyone is like so fake, i feel like i'm being lied to. what for trying so hard to find the truth when everyone is like against me? idw to find the truth anymore i give up. everyone is fake la, they are. i can't trust anyone and i don't live to please them la. you guys claimed that you were okay with me and all but behind me telling all that you all don't like me? hah, bitchplease, i give 0 shit about it k. i will not go for it la. i will not. will not specify who and all luh. so yeapp. but i give up trying to be nice. what for being so nice, but in the end you are taken for granted and all? not worth lo. half the time, i think about others and don't really bother about myself but what i get in return is this! wow! not gonna go at all since they all dw me go. idw be so thick-skinned lo. anyw, i alr made my mind up not gonna go for it. go there see their attitude towards me? save it. we WERE once a clique. WERE. now, not i guess.

yup, i dont care anymore. sigh. 

just, bored.

hello! so, i'm bored and i'm here blogging hahaha. anyw, today was pretty boring. had PE, maths, english, chemistry then CCA module then went home with Mani. today i'm basically wasting my time cause tmr is SS paper and i already studied! yay me! so i'm bored. and i alr revised alot ytd so i decided to take break today. nothing to rant about today cause just nothing haha. feeling super sleepy today, dk why although i slept quite early last night. i could barely open my eyes this morning hah! so i'm kinda looking forward to camp and not really too cause we are sleeping in the TENT. yes, tent. omg, i wonder how many mosquito will visit me man!! gosh! but also looking at the bright side, we are going legoland!! abit kiasu or smth here but yeah cause i don't think my dad would ever bring me there. T.T so yeapp and upcoming june holidays activities and clique chalet? idk if i should say clique. but yeah. kinda looking forward for it and not too la. (: yeap! and, Chiseng's birthday is comingg (: and and 7 more days to get back my phone from the bloody chinese teacher yes!! she better return me la omg!! sooo, that's about it. bye! (:

so, think happy and look at the bright side. teehee! 

ego.

hellooo. back from school and yeah. why does guys have so much ego in him? like, why can't they just don't bother about their pride and make the first move and all? after all they are guys right?! you decided not to talk to me then you expect me to help you 'clear' whatever you did?! oh please. -_- i won't die or anything if i don't talk to you k. so much ego in yourself, just die luh.

if you want clear all this crap yourself.

'life is a beautiful struggle'

hello (: 2 papers down and 4 more to go!!! then can get back my phoneeee yay! actually i made this blog is to rant my feelings all luh cause uh i have nowhere to rant and this few days i feel so annoyed uh so yeahh! (: no one would probably read it cause nobody will be interested la but i want to rant so who cares. :b so yeappp. so bloody annoyed these few days cause of that ass. -.- irritated & frustrated can. i'm already on the verge of giving up and i'm not gonna care anymore srs. annoying shittttt. okay short rant bah. bye!